that morning, from our bench by the ranges,
we followed a single north sea wave
driving upriver, too far away to touch,
too close to bear, and at the bar, because
the shallows gather there, watched how it rose
above itself, proud and triumphant, as i did once,
until the wind, that white blade carding
the winter from the firth, cut through,
feathering its crest to a brief astonished haze
then sent it withering back towards whatever
it had always been, or where it came from.